{"id":2026,"date":"2010-09-15T10:25:51","date_gmt":"2010-09-15T16:25:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/homeschoolgirls.net\/?p=2026"},"modified":"2010-09-15T21:14:05","modified_gmt":"2010-09-16T03:14:05","slug":"circles-birthday-and-coming-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/homeschoolgirls.net\/?p=2026","title":{"rendered":"Circles, Birthday and Coming Home…"},"content":{"rendered":"

I spent my 20\u00eds married.\u2020 Young, broke at first, silly, thinking I knew it all but in reality knowing nothing.\u2020 We lived like young, cool, hip twenty-somethings.\u2020 Had an awesome modern cool house that everything matched down to the napkins.\u2020 Had friends galore, partying like there was no tomorrow, living for the moment, not taking time to stop and look around, not appreciating all I had.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I spent my 30\u00eds searching.\u2020 Grasping after the elusive love that I just knew was out there.\u2020 Supporting myself, working 3 jobs at times, making ends meet.\u2020 Moved to California with a boy who I thought would complete me.\u2020 Got a job at the coolest place on earth.\u2020\u2020 Just knew I was a California girl trapped in an Alabama girl\u00eds body.\u2020 Living for the moment, not taking time to stop and look around, not appreciating all I had.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

My 40\u00eds were rediscovery.\u2020 Changing everything I ever thought was important.\u2020 Priorities changed, I moved back home, to where I belonged all along. \u2020What a clich\u00c8 right?\u2020 I had to travel to the other end of the country to finally realize that here<\/em> is where I should be.<\/span><\/p>\n

I then became the best thing I have ever been; a Mommy<\/strong><\/em>.<\/span><\/p>\n

I finally trust in my God to know what is best for me.\u2020 All along He had this plan.\u2020 I wonder how many times he shook his head and wondered if I would ever get it.\u2020 When I pray, I thank Him for my journey. All the ups and downs and mistakes.\u2020 \u2020I know that without it I would not be where I am today.<\/span><\/p>\n

I finally understand that this moment<\/em><\/span> is important.\u2020 \u2020This flower, this butterfly, this starry filled night.\u2020 Who cares if there is dust under the bed or the pillows are all on the floor ?\u2020 I take Kei\u00eds hand and we dance in the kitchen not caring that our socks are dirty when we are done.\u2020 We roll around on the bed with Nomad not caring that the dog hair is flying all around us.\u2020 We go down to the creek and slip around in slimy algae not caring that our clothes are wet and yucky.\u2020 We watch movies all day long, snuggled on the couch, and not do one other single thing.\u2020 We speak with a British accent all day and let the dishes pile up in the sink.\u2020 When Kei is grown, these are the memories I want her to cherish.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

I lay outside in the hammock last night and looked up at the stars.\u2020 I wondered if 40 years ago I lay in the same place, in this same house and looked up at the same stars and wondered where my life would take me?\u2020 Never would I have believed it would come full circle.\u2020 T<\/span>hat I would end up here, where I began.<\/span><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

That I would be on this amazing journey with MY child, educating her at home. \u2020\u2020Living a life full of laughter and love and learning and secret handshakes and dances and made up songs and hugs and kisses and sad penguin waddles and laughing until it hurts and amazing friends and a church that is so important to us and a silly yellow Lab that we adore.<\/span><\/p>\n

Today is my Mother\u00eds birthday.\u2020 She always wanted only one thing<\/span><\/em> for me; happiness.\u2020 I think she must be in Heaven, smiling down, secure in the knowledge that finally<\/em>, after all the twists and turns and drama and craziness of my life; she got her wish.<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Happy Birthday Mother. <\/span>
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Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived. <\/em><\/p>\n

~Captain Jean-Luc Picard<\/em><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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