Month 2…

Yesterday was a very hard day for me.

2 months ago my mom died.

I asked my aunt, “Is it always going to be like this? Forever more, the 10th will be ‘The Day Mother Died’

She said it would get better.

For 2 months I have grieved but during that grief I have accepted.

Yesterday I just wanted my mother back! Now! This minute!

Yesterday I was angry.

Grief is so strange. Not at all like I imagined……

Today is better…

Tomorrow…who knows.

I miss you so much momma.

I love you always.

2 thoughts on “Month 2…”

  1. My mom died Easter Sunday 2006 and it has been the hardest thing I think I’ve gone through. I lost my sister 10years ago, my grandmother, my mom’s only sister and its so hard when you don’t have those older women in your life anymore. It’s good you still have this aunt. Treasure her and look for those older women in your church. They can never replace your mom but it is still surprising to me how reaching out to them can be comforting to me. Theres something unnerving that happens when you lose your mother. You start to realize your age and mortality in ways you never thought about. My prayers are with you.
    Treasures in heaven-thats the way I look at those special women in life.
    Homeschool mom in Tx

  2. I lost my dad on march 28 2007, and yes it does get better but there will still be days where you cry, but yes it will get better God bless

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published.